#I have to thank Technodad tho
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I miss Technoblade.
I miss him almost everyday.
The thing that gets me is that I can’t figure out why. Why am I so sad about the death of some guy on the internet? I mean Techno wasn’t just some guy. He was the blood god, a legend, someone who made me laugh with his dark humour and his personality, and he just made my days a little brighter.
He was Technoblade.
But I didn’t know him personally. He wasn’t a close friend or a relative. I’ve never talked to him or met him or anything. My mind doesn’t understand then why his death hurts so much, and I can’t figure it out.
How can you miss someone you’ve never met?
But I miss him.
I miss Technoblade.
I miss him and damn does it hurt.
#I have to thank Technodad tho#He’s made me feel better about my grief#Made me feel like it’s ok to grieve for Techno#Technoblade was who he really was#Hearing that made me feel like I kinda knew him in a sense#It’s the small things that make me miss him more#The fact that Tommy will never get to met him#The fact that there’s no 4/4 irl meetup#The fact that I won’t get to hear another one of his jokes#Or another HEH#I miss him#i miss him so much#Sorry this is long#and rambley#And I’m sorry#but I had to talk about it#I’m finding that’s it’s ok to feel sad#And to grieve#And to miss him#I still don’t understand why I feel the way I do#But I do#I love all of you#take care of yourselves alright#<3#Technoblade#Technoblade never dies
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I am just going to put this at the top : this post is going to be a long vent about missing Technoblade, please scroll on if you do not wish to read.
We are coming up on two years without him.
We are also coming up on three years since I discovered his content.
I thought I was at the point I could watch one of his videos tonight, as I used to often do when I am doing tasks or writing he was always the background noise I used. I remember calling into work when he streamed for the sheer sake of enjoying them while they happened the few times I caught them before...well. I think you know. He was the reason my passion for writing came back to life and I believed I could actually follow my lifelong dream of eventually publishing a story.
But I suppose the part I always forget about grief is the absence of the unique spirit that person brought to your life. I found his content and engaged with it instantly, developing one of the longest running fixations I have had in a good while. The sheer excitement I'd have getting the notification he went live for one of his rare streams.
I don't think it truly sunk in when he announced his diagnosis. I remember discussing it with the irl friend who got me into watching him and both of us laughed, saying he's strong enough to fight off anything.
A few months pass with his rare posts and there was always this tiny little bit of intuition I had where he never told us what severity of cancer it was. Like he was a very private guy, yes, but this seemed extra...odd.
Then I remember the way my heart sunk when 'so long nerds' popped into my notification bar. The dashing of my heart against the floor texting people as I tearfully listened to Technodad tell us the words his son Alex wished for us to hear.
Its been a long two years. Its been great ones, tbh. I found a new passion with QSMP and Hermitcraft after the finishing of DSMP [tho c!Techno will forever remain close to my heart]. I kept writing, with over half a million words in published fics on ao3 and several WIP including 3 original novels.
But the only one I ever wanted to thank for helping me find my creativity again I can't, and I never will be able to.
I miss Technoblade.
I will never stop missing him.
I wish he could have laughed with his friends for many years yet, being silently proud of their accomplishments while he messed with people on the QSMP. I wish he could have had another MCC with friends.
I wish his unique soul wasn't taken from us so soon, as we weren't done following our hero yet.
But the only thing I can do now is continue to speak his tales. The first book I properly publish, the gratitude page is going to be addressed to him. I will continue to tell others about his accomplishments and tell them to go watch his content on his Youtube channel [get him to 17 million!]! Buy some of his merch [when it comes back in stock]! Support his family & friends!
Though he would call us nerds for crying, I think its beautiful how many lives he touched and how many thousands mourned his passing. He was a light all corners of the MCYT sphere and beyond saw and respected, and not too many creators can claim such an honour.
I'll always be a Voice at my core. Even if I spend my time these days as a crow, a huevito, a ferret, a tubling, a doozer and many more, my heart will forever belong to Technoblade.
Please keep creating art and writing in his name. I love scrolling the fanart tags and adore every piece I come across with my favourite piglin in them. Please, please, please keep saying his name. Sing his legends. Make references, continue the jokes, hang out in one of his friends chats and support the people he loved.
Support those who are still here, even if your heart hurts.
It's only painful because we all loved him so much, which is a beautiful type of sorrow.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/Technoblade/comments/13m1252/saving_technoblades_twitter Technodad made this post about Techno's twitter. We don't need to worry techno's account is safe!
oh thank you!! hadnt seen this bc i havent been keeping up with him and im also not on reddit, but i knew word was gonna reach him since he is trying to be active with the community. nice to have confirmation tho
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Helloooo I hope your having a good night/day
Could you maybe do a drabble with a Parent Technoblade from the dsmp with a gn hoglin hybrid child? Idk why, but it just sounds cute
Thank you :D
sure thing!! hope this is good :D
PARENT TECHNOBLADE & HOGLIN HYBRID Y/N
Type - Drabble
Familial
DSMP
Note - This involves the DSMP character only. Also this is written with a gender neutral reader in mind :] Also also, this is from Techno's POV (still 3rd person tho!)
Warnings - Chat, if that counts.
Word Count - 581
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Technoblade really wasn't expecting this.
He'd gone into the Nether to get some blaze rods to make powder- he'd used up all of it making a chestful of potions. He carried a whole bundle of rods in his arms, enough to last him a while, and trekked through the Nether. He'd traveled far just to find a good fortress, with one that actually had Blazes. The walk back was going to be a long one, he knew that much.
Much longer than he realized, apparently, because something had attached to his leg. His instincts made him want to lash out, to push away. He doesn't do that, forcing his tense muscles to relax as he looks, annoyed, down at the thing on his leg.
A flash of gold catches his attention first, then pinkish skin. He narrows his eyes down at the little hoglin hybrid, who looks up at him with round eyes, softly huffing. His ear twitches, and the hybrid's gaze follows it. Ah. Must be all the gold he's sporting, that'd make sense. He inhales slowly, his instincts flaring to life just beneath his skin.
He snorts. "Hello."
A snort back. He inclines forward, just enough that his cloak brushes against the floor. He chuffs thrice. "Your name?"
"Y/N." is the response he receives. He nods, slow, replying with a huff, "I'm Techno."
The hoglin hybrid chuffs, then tentatively, grasps his cloak, gold lining the fabric. He lets out a little amused snort before he can stop it. He's really not in a position to be taking anyone in, especially not a kid, but his instincts are all but screaming protect protect protect. Great, just great. Chat, too, is particularly loud.
Technodad!
E E E E E E
aww technosoft!
CHILD
Is that a gremlin
He's about to let out a very long winded sigh when something bumps against his knee. He looks down immediately- the hoglin hybrid is gently bumping their forehead against his leg. A universal sign of affection- crap, did they think he was their guardian or something?! He really just wants to go home and make some potions, but he feels stuck in place. What if something happened to them while he was away? He can't just leave!
Great, now his instincts were really kicking in, enough to cloud his judgement. He moves to get away, but- but-
Another headbutt against his knee. He really is getting soft. He stands, just for a moment, hesitating. He huffs, "Parents?"
A shake of the head.
Our child now! Chat chimes in. His instincts agree, as suddenly there is a child in his arms. What is he doing?
The hoglin hybrid- Y/N- purrs and headbutts against his shoulder. Technoblade definitely does not get teary-eyed. Nope. That doesn't happen. He's got some kid in his arms, and he's not going to cry about it.
He balances the blaze rods and the hybrid carefully, making sure he doesn't drop either. Y/N seems fine with this, content with curling up and grasping his coat, staring intently at his golden earrings.
…
Phil is waiting at the Nether portal when he arrives. He looks surprised, at the form in Techno's arms. Then amused.
"Whatcha got there, mate?"
Techno sighs. "Blaze rods." As if it were obvious.
Phil laughs, you chuff.
"You're takin' after me," Phil says.
Techno rolls his eyes so hard it hurts, but he can't stop the smile that settled on his face. "Shut up, old man."
#technoblade#dsmp#hoglin hybrid reader#philza#dream smp x reader#dsmp x reader#familial x reader#twiggybreak4886#- 📼#fluff
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Hello, I’m really thankful for you reposting Technodad’s Reddit stuff as I’m scared to make an account on there myself haha 😅 I have two requests / questions tho, if they aren’t too hard: Could you tag some earlier posts with like Technofamily & their respective names (like Technodagger with Artimis stuff, etc.)? I wanted to go through and read up for wholesomeness and a Headcannon AU I’m making but it feels like some things are missing. Second thing, do you know if it was Technomom or Demeter who made Wilbur the apple pie? I’d ask Technodad directly, but as stated before, I don’t have a Reddit. Thanks in advance! 😁
thank you 💛
so hi! i’m guessing technomom was the one who made wilbur his pie, (technodad mentioned her being around to take care of techno) though i’m not sure, i will ask and inform you in the future if technodad replies!
i did tag some posts with technofamily but mostly specific people like: technomom, Artemis, Apollo, Persephone, Demeter & floof
will take note to tag technofamily as whole on all posts involving techno’s family members o7 !
reddit is pretty chill, so don’t be so afraid to make an account, you alway could just lurk and not make any comments or posts :)!
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